WHEN YOU'RE BLOCKED BY FEAR
I'm sharing a Super Vulnerable Scared Shitless Big Fat Insight with you.
Are you ready to have a - Not So Pretty - look into my head?
Today - actually just now 1 hour ago - I realized today that I'm being agisted, pretty mean to/with myself, and completely non-grateful!
And that I'm totally blocking my flow of Ease and Grow!
Here's what that sounds like (and maybe you recognize some of it)
Remember Chandler from Friends? Well, he's come out to play TOO.
"I want to live near the beach. I'm a child from the sea... So if I work HARDER I could approach the 1M mark somewhere in 2021. And I can buy a house near the beach."
"But maybe it takes me longer, and I'm almost 60 and I MIGHT be dead a couple of years later."
"Yes, but COME ON, lots of people become wealthy and successful after 60."
"Well, maybe BUT they were already successful. "
"Sweetheart, so are you."
SIGH . . .
"Well, not successful enough. I don't HAVE 3,500 people in your membership. And I live in bloody the Netherlands in the Middle OF Nowhere."
"No, you don't SERVE 3,500 women yet, but you DO SERVE almost 300. And you have a lot of clients. And may I remind you that your house is pretty large and so is your garden. And that many people live in a much smaller place. Or on the streets!"
"How ungrateful are YOU!"
"Pfff . . . 300 members, that's nothing. I just have to work harder! And do you even KNOW how much work it is to keep that house clean. It's a MESS! The freaking Upstairs Loo is broken for over a year! And did you even SEE that garden?"
SERIOUSLY . . .
"OMG how UNGRATEFUL ARE YOU! By the way: If you work EVEN harder, you're going to kill yourself. Oh, and those 300 members are freaking awesome. You are A Very Hungry Caterpillar! It's BLOODY Never Enough!.
"Well, that's because I'm OLD. I'm in a hurry."
"Fuck You. You're not old."
"Well, you're not even able to fix your BATHROOM!."
"That's because I've got to work day and night."
Yes, this is what it sound like when I'm in FREAKING FIGHT MODE!!
Like I said. It's not pretty.
But I'm sharing it with you because - Maybe - you recognize the Inner Bullshit Monologue. And -Hopefully - you want to change it too!
Let's both stop the fighting!
Because we should enjoin our already pretty amazing time on earth NOW. Not once we're down on the ground and have fought our way to the next level.
Yes, I will tap on that (I added one of Brad's amazing EFT video's. Go through his videos and find the one that works for you.
Are you ready to give up the fight? Shall we both stop being blocked by fear?
Shall we both go for Ease, Grace and Consistent Action?
I wish you a beautiful day!!
Lots of love,
Esther de Charon de Saint Germain
Super Intuitive Brave Business & Brand Queen